I love him, I love him not
He brings out the good and bad in me
Makes me laugh and cry simultaneously
Makes my inner thighs throb and
ache for his touch
but still I am unsure
I love him, I love him not
He is my best friend and my greatest enemy
I think he’s crazy yet
he’s the only one who understands
I’m not certain of his potential
but know it’s there
He cares but at the same time doesn’t
My heart beats faster when he’s around
and I drag when he’s away
He makes me frustrated and angry
Still I am unsure
My love, what to do?
Stay or leave, go or stay?
How to choose?
He’s like air
Makes me laugh when I wish I could be mad
Makes me scream during lunchtime quickies and evenings of
passionate fights
He eats my soul with his longing for me
Touches me in a way that no other has done before
And I don’t mean down there,
I mean touches a place that’s
forever and always
Like laying next to
the one you love,
bodies close enough
to feel warmth
yet far enough away
to breath in your own air
He relaxes my mind
and eases my spirit
Touches me
spiritually and emotionally
But still I am
confused
Maybe not confused
Maybe just scared
This man has dared me
to just be
Dared me,
Actually challenged
me
(with my stubborn,
know-it all attitude
and having-it-my-way
self)
to just be with him
No questions, no
doubts
Only trust and
freeness
And I think I like it
I love him, I love
him!
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