waiting

I wait for you
watch 

behind closed doors
between
the hedges of bushes
hoping
you'd notice me
there
standing
mesmerized 

by your presence
lost in your essence
saturated 

but you don't see me
don't even glance
in my direction
never 

even turning
your body 

towards
the hedges
or
door
where I
discreetly 

hide myself
confined 

unknown
away
watching
hoping
wishing
you'd find me

until that moment
here
I'll
secretly
remain
and
wait.