questions?

how does it feel to live like this?

loving from a distance?

half-heartedly seeking?

settling?

ambition driven while harboring measurable loneliness?

strategically pulling away from anyone who gets too close?

loosing friendships?

rarely taking ownership?

expressing just enough truth to sound sincere?

asking for more?

unwilling to recriprocate?

creating memories yet experiencing nothing substantial?

never going deeper?

barely nicking the surface?

committed only to self preservation?

always alone?

how does it feel to be like this?

love like this?

does it feel at all?